It doesn’t make any sense to feel such pain
Instead of my heart I wish I felt with my brain
All of these emotions just pile one after another
And I can’t help but feel as if I’m losing you as a brother
Such simple words and such simple actions
Turned into so much more for me and for you just a fraction
I regret to write this down for you
Seeing as how you haven’t a clue
But honestly, man, you’re a jerk through and through
I see in you the same ways as my father
So it’s a mystery to me why I even bother
I saw a lost soul that I thought needed fixing
I wanted to be the part of you that I thought you were missing
Alas I was nothing more than a quick onetime thing
But with her you have fallen into a much bigger fling
What is about her, Why not me?
Was I not everything that you needed me to be?
The only difference between the two she and I
Is that she is much more beautiful with a nicer smile
I’ve tried to convince myself that I simply don’t care
But it’s so hard to see you two and not stare
She has what I want or what I thought at the time
That I needed and longed for to be alright
I hope you are happy with the mess you’ve arranged
Because hearts are now broken and lives forever changed…
